missin everyone

haiz.....wat a week to last. next wk is my last wk in hillgrove, in 4E2 and wit all my frds. N'level frds have left mi and now,everyone in O'levels r partin too. so bearable to hold my tears behind. it has been a memorable 4yrs and significant one in my life throughout my secondary school yrs. my dear frds.....i enjoy lots wit all of you and wish all of your reli gd luck to pass your O'levels wit flyin colours. though it hurts to part but i hope the photographs would play some part in consolin our hearts to make us feel better, no matter which n how different our futures are, i jus want to say, all of u have once played a special role in my life,thank you.
nemo,i dun know if it was a misunderstandin tt dae but i certainly know,i'm hurt to hear tt word from u. i jus wan to sae,the present din much to mi if i dun bother to remember u. believe or not, i reli haf my reasons. though i dun know if keepin the news from my frds is right but i certainly knoe, if i were to break the news to all of u,i'll break down and i never want to lay a tear infront of all of u.
xiaophin,if ever b4 i leave,u still never know about my feelings for u, i would still wish u happiness n all the best in your life. though i never know when r u goin to knoe tt u r xiaophin n when r u goin to read this msg but i sincerely hope,fate would bring us to tt day. xiaophin, i seems to get reminded of u more frequently whenever the tot of leavin is in my mind. its hurts.
pinky tigger,i know i mus haf hurt u in some ways bout the news n i'm sure, it'll hurt more when the day arrives. but pls understd, this is my long awaited dream n now havin the chance so near, i'm inpatient to grab it. i'll definitely remember u, remember the days we spent and the long conversations we had. i hope u can understd mi soon. jia you for your exams and all the best in life. stay in contact ya.
the rest of my frds, all the best in your O'levels and other exams as well.all the best in life.

3rd diary writin

tonight is a coolin and hurtful night. i was workin in the island this mornin when an eagle flew over and rest on my back. i greeted it wit a smile. but wat i got back was :"save it! u look ugly, clumpsy n nerdy. do u tink your smile would change things ani better? i doubt u ever know wats luv cox no one would even bother to look at u, neverthless, would ani one bother to FELL in luv wit u ahx???" WAHahhahahhahax........ and then i still greeted the eagle politely wit a smile and walked away.
i walked, walked,walked faster n faster n then i trampled off.
In my mind i had always tot, bein friendly would welcome frds but no longer now i supposed. when even a stranger would said mi so.
this year i've got deeply hurt wit nasty comments on my appearence.is something reli wrong? elephants r born so aren't they? we may look dull, ugly and clumpsy but we r born wit a heart of the same size and as fragile as yours......as everyone in the world.
xiao phin, would u ever think so too? is appearence the factor tt decides if u gonna be in luv too?
ppl out there.......its always unfair to criticise ani body by their appearence. it HURTS wit no CURE!!
brother bear, gald tt u haf given up n i wish u all e best worx.... aim high for your kite to reach the stars ba. xin fu zai ni shou zong worx......~~
xiao jing yu, luv is always full of obstacles de but dun wori, each obstacle solved would get u n him even closer by a bit more. dun gif up and dun feel lonely. u feel u r alone solvin the problems and tearin without ppl knowin, but u're wrong. u r in the heart of the sea and he can feel it de. even though u r sad now but u're always under the protection of him isn't it? u 2 shall always haf each other in life no matter wat happens cox your need one another pressence to sustain in life. jia you worx....
nemo ahx.... i din mean to show attitude n ignore u tt dae de. but u were reli forcin mi wit questions tt i've no ans to reply u. u r my frd, always my frd all the while. maybe we both haf been havin misunderstdings unsloved and were too sensitive to one another le. your concept on LOVE is so different from mine and i mus admit i was too emotional to haf blamed u for tt. i'm sorry. lets not be sarcastic and hurt each other ani more becox we know we dun mean to break the friendship ya? u,mi n bunny have always been gd frds.
my dear pals out there.....do take care n jia you. i hope your will always understd some life n luv knowledges from my blog as much as i do whenever i put my feelings into words. take care always...~

i've now managed to build a small home for myself in this island. sittin down among the mess i've created under the shelter,i've began to think of the past again. memories recurred in mind n i jus can't help it but to allow tears to swell up in both eyes.lookin at the passin out parade photos of npcc, wa.... i can feel the excitment n happiness i had tt dae once again.it was GREAT n FUN! lookin at the creamy face np mates have deco on mi, i jus can't help but to gif a lick on my face again. as not all elephants r as fortunate as mi to be able to enjoy the luxury of cakes n cream. hahax......we trampled about, sneezin the little beret in the sky n the 1st time i've ever experienced bein thrown into the air.these memories shall always be kept n np buddies out there, do buck up n continue to jia you. whenever u r down, gif mi a visit n i'll ensure u happiness n hope in my disney zoo ya.(",) the certificate has already been pinned up and its a great achievement manx.....npcc wan shui!xiao xiang ge, i heard u got gf le ahx? mus hao hao treat her worx...she grab u on time, unlike mi! so i know u will bring her happiness de. all the best to u both le worx....~ (!_!) my ans to tt question is:yes i regret le! but well...i've found the one i wan still....so i'm gald i din gif myself the chance to let u down. JIa you ba....~lookin at the dimly lit sky now, i've got reminded of u le.~xiao phin, 21st dae le. i'm still gald i've known u. i've never bear to delete any msg of yours for mi. but if u ever noticed,i've stop writin to u le n i'm reli hapi n content tt u've taken initiatives to write to mi now.no matter u remember or not, you r special jus in the way i know u. the sight of u was familiar, the hand_touch was firm, the smile was lastin n the memories were vivid still. yesterdae heard u got flu n fever, mi gave u the apple tree i've planted, know u got better todae, i know the apples worked.hehez....~~~an apple a dae,keeps e doctor away. dun drink so much tea lahx.....drink apple juice.WHAhax... i'm gald the feelings r still sealed in mi not leaked. (^_*)todae is the 2nd dae i'm goin to work hard to published the 2nd certificate proudly in my room. yesh it's u. the ele O'levels exam. haiz....sometimes i reli wonder, y elephants also need to take exam to live better mehx? is it onli mi? becox no one wanna take mi in n that i'll got to support myself ahx? haiz....wat a world. lucky i've got my disney zoo tt i'm rulin myself.....(^_^) yeahx~ ~walkin around in the island, i reli find no other soul then myself~ would i ever get a company here wit mi in my journey? (",)???

~BOOM~!!

yeah! halow...
my name is jumbo.
i fly all the way with my enormous ears from a faraway land to this deserted disney zoo.
well....
i'll be addin content n colours to this zoo wit all my emotions and heart.
ya?
hope ppl out there,
your will support by visitin this free zoo frequently and to gif mi opinions ok.
thanks!

trying out!!

wahahha..
jus trying out..
cox i help jun make one..
wahhahaha..
hope it look nice..
wahahhaa...